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Name: Matt
Birthday: 9/27/1984
Interests: i like guitar both electric and bass, though i'm much better with the bass. umm i like mustangs and big block v-8's and other "stuff"
Expertise: some people say i'm wierd...but i think just different. like "that guy is just...i don't know...different" if that makes sense.
Message: message me
AIM:  shmattlock
Member Since:
3/15/2003
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| Just wondering if anyone looks at this anymore? If so, please check out my new blog, it's linked in the post below!
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| Ok. i'm starting a new blog. it is great and fantasical. you can visit it at
http://www.truevektor.com/shmattlock
thanks for reading. i hope you travel over to this one and start reading it now instead.
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| ok, so another option just opened up to me last night, that actually
doesn't sound too bad. i'd still be doing music but at a different
school which would be more flexible in giving me credit for all i've
done at lcc and such, which would put me at least a year to 1.5 years
ahead where i'm at at gvsu... that'd be something i'd very stongly
consider because i can't afford to be in school and not have a job for
very much longer so i need to graduate with a degree where i can have
at least a decent job to pay for a graduate degree, so i could do that
with this option, and once i have that degree/job, i could pay for the
grad degree in another thing, like school counseling which is the other
thing i would like to do and look for one of those jobs, but also i'd
have a job which i could support a family as well. because when it
comes down to it. if you can't support a family but you love what
you're doing, you won't be able to do it for very long. that's life.
and who knows i may just end up loving what i do anyway =D so life is
still confusing but things will work out. i'm sure of it
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| i'm back in town again WHOOP! i think it will be a fine break. yes i do.
so i had the talk with my dad. apparently he was still under the impression that i could finish the music ed program in 2.5 years like i had originally thought/planned when i transferred to GV. but that, sadly, is not the case. i only placed into freshman level lessons. so i need four... YEARS of that. so it will take me 4 years to finish from now. that's right. TWO whole years longer. the only way i could stick with this program is that if i could somehow.. start working and such (if i finish EVERYTHING else in the 2 years) before i finish those four years of lessons. and maybe start taking graduate level classes even before i get my bachelors. i don't think that would happen so yeah.. it looks like not only am i going to change my major but i pretty much HAVE to because there is no way i could afford going to school for 4 more years full time. unless i win the lottery or find a sugar momma. which i am not opposed to finding. that would kick butt. but still a change in majors seems to be written in the books of my future. MSU here i come! haha i'm actually kinda excited. though i must say i am REALLY going to miss all the good friends i've made at GV haha hey matt s. great stuff. yeah. it's funny though. i didn't really make barely any real friends until about the last 2 weeks of school this semester, and now i'm leaving. i feel bad. i'm going to have to visit them a bit.
...i suddenly got green day in my head so i'm just going to sing to myself for a moment...
ok moment done. i have a christmas party in jackson to go to wednesday. should be fun though i will only know 3 or 4 people there. it should be a good time. hopefully my car will be good and fixed superbly by then. cause if not... yeah.. but i gotta go so yeah, it'll be fixed. tomorrow (technically today but i haven't gone to bed yet, so it's still tomorrow for me!) is LaS tuesday, again i am excited. it's been a while though the numbers have dwindled quite a bit from it's glory days. i still really enjoy it. i hung out with Nato a bit tonight. now that guy is a great guy. seriously. tara. you're lucky.. haha nathan you are REALLY lucky haha yeah i dunno.
i wonder what my teacher prof. Dorival Puccini is going to say to me when i tell him i'm not coming back. ahh Barry Martin. the devil of GV i need to get him in a bad way. really stick it to him. ideas anyone? feel free to let me know.
ok i think i am losing my train of thought. .. well it's not like i had a specific ... umm goal? that i was writing .. wait. i am not making anysense. i'm just writing. and i am done. so yeah. that's all. i like being home. | | |
| so i haven't posted in a while. with good reason. my computer is on the
fritz and isn't quite working... so yeah, here i am on my very kind
roomy's old desktop. but yeah, i have my jury tomorrow. all my finals
are completed. and i just can't wait to go home. maybe for good for a
while. but it seems like no matter what happens, i am ALWAYS second
guessing myself, i am never really sure of anything. i really REALLY am
sick of it. but i've been complaining about that all too much lately i
guess. but still pray for me. i am lost.
but ANYWHO i can't wait for christmas, it will be wonderful. i DO have
to buy more presents now hehe, silly siblings getting married (i'm
kidding it's all good)
yeah i just want to be home, sleep in, see my friends and family. maybe
work a little, earn some cash. well i can't think of anythign else to
say that isn't negative or depressing.
good day
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